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Who is Gay Chaos?
01:59
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2. |
Unwind Her
02:08
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I look out for a fire
I feel only denial
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
When I look out to find
There is nothing in my mind
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
When I step forward
I feel myself drop out
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
I feel it bite like spiders
I’ll never be a real insider
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
When I rise in this new morning
I see a light never knew
Christened in gentle forms
Slipping out of angles born
Bones fractured to repair them
A new being burning bright
I can see myself in this new light
And it goes out
You pushed me into darkness
I watch my body die
I beg to slow the decay
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
She haunts me in my nightmares
She breaks my fucking legs
I can’t seem to unwind her
I can’t seem to unwind her
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3. |
It Does Not Exist
02:31
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I am always looking out
When I try to move my body
When I try to have a home
When I try to match our beats
Always searching for a place
To rest my head and drop my guard
Where I can rest for once
It does not exist
It’s my truth
An interloper wandering
Through this world wondering
If there is anywhere
That will ever feel like home
But I think I dream too much
And it swallows me whole
Always searching for that place
It does not exist
It’s my truth
Where is the turning point
I don’t feel bad about it
I just wonder why it is
And what’s to learn from this
It’s my truth
But I fall apart
And I’m all alone
I was left behind
It does not exist
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4. |
Limbo
01:28
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I’ve been out and I don’t know where
I can’t seem to see anything clear
I’ve been burning for another night
But I can’t seem to get anything right
When you’re around
I can’t help but break
I - I - I
Can’t see clear
And I can’t sit still
And I need to know
I - I - I
Wish you would
And I wish I could
Just set it straight
Would you tell me what’s in your heart?
I just can’t seem to tell it apart
Would you hold it close or let it go?
Cuz I just think I need to know
It feels so bad
To hang out in limbo
When I walk away
You know I’ll be back
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5. |
So Strange
02:57
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And all my doubts abound
I let my troubles come around
I can’t know a single thing
I have to ask it twice
It’s all for naught
I’m lost in thought
I can’t ever trust myself
I let it get so strange
I can’t find the way to land
Never wind up back on the sand
I’m drifting out to sea
I let my thoughts win again
I can’t have a single friend
Afraid that everyone
Has something left to say
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6. |
C.I.A.
01:31
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I can’t walk in those tracks
I can’t look straight ahead
I can’t do what you said
I can’t make right from wrong
Running blind
I don’t mind
Seeing clear
Never fit
And there’s gotta be an out from
This path of sameness
There’s not a way to do it
It’s better to be shameless
Everybody looks through
Everybody hates you
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7. |
Hold It in my Heart
03:10
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I wish I didn’t always stop
I wish I didn’t go so far
I wish I didn’t step back
I wish I had a leg to stand
I wish I told it like it was
I wish I could hear it all so clear
I wish I didn’t overflow
I wish I could let it go
I burn out like everyone else
I can’t hold it in my heart
I need some better drugs to put me down
I can’t keep it all together, I just can’t get it right
I can’t keep it all together, I just can’t get it right
I saw you walking away
I heard all the words you say
They repeat for me
Every time I retreat
You can’t trust a single soul
You will crumble in the sand
Strong for everyone
Till the cracks start to show
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8. |
Insomnia
02:43
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I see them creeping in
All surrounding me
I know they’re watching me
They know the way I breathe
I hear them talk to me
They tell me everything
They know my secret shame
Driving home the blame
They’re in my walls
I can’t shake thought
It’s all I want
I see everything
They’re lashing out at me
And I will never sleep
They’re ripping up my skin
Tearing at my bones
I can’t wipe it clean
I can’t make it cease
All I want is peace
It’s evading me
I’m walking down the street
They’re still trailing me
I can hear their steps
Matching up with mine
I know they’re listening
I know i’m paranoid
I know that they’re not there
I know they’re everywhere
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9. |
Touchback
03:10
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I am the picture of perfection
along my green lawn labyrinth
I am a walking statue
of a pagan god
Inside this perfect frame
Hides a word I will not say
Inside these golden bones
Is a foreign poem
I’m captain of the team
You know they all want me
I could have them all
But i’m looking past them
Inside this aching form
There is a life I can’t live
Inside this rigid shape
There’s a sight I can’t contain
Run away to another place
We’re gonna live out by the bay
Looking for a thrill tonight
Something that makes me feel alive
They won’t talk about me
I will always be free
You can’t push me down
I am the picture of perfection
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10. |
Overcast
01:39
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Sky is dark I can’t see the stars
Seasons change, I guess we do the same
I can take all of the blame
It’s my fault i run the game
I’m just born to lose
I burn every bridge
I run every red
It’s all falling out tonight
I’ve been searching for the only light
I turned everything in on me
Wish I didn’t call it then
Can we go back somehow?
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11. |
Bad Habit
02:35
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Why did I wake up like this?
Is it more bad news from here?
I can’t seem to figure it out
But I know I can’t run it down
Don’t think it’s anything to do with you
I’ve got another bad habit or two
I see you on the other side
I wish I could have let it ride
When I let you down again
Will you let me be your friend
I don’t deserve a single thing
I watch everything fall off
I push it all inside
I see it in the sky
you know I always change my mind
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12. |
Burning Books
02:12
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I don’t know who trust, where to go, what to sing
I don’t know what to be, who to hate, who to love
I don’t know where to rest, what’s a test, it’s for the best
I don’t know where it ends, where the rope pulls in tight
I can’t trust you anymore
I just think you’re burning books
I’ve seen all your alibis
I can’t trust you anymore
I look out, at the stars, there is nothing, in the dark
I cried out, for a way, to shine a light, make me see
It never came, I turned away, you showed me out, burn it down
Everyone, I used to know, full of hate,
As I go
I tried to make you proud
Is this what you wanted?
You crucified your child
To make your father proud
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13. |
Final Love Song
03:03
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I watch you from afar
I can’t really let go
I see you turning back
I know it’s bad
I hear you call out
It’s never for the best
I wish it wasn’t bad
I know i did you wrong
I tried to make it right
I never really did
I know how it goes
And I watched it unfold
It’s not the thing I wanted
Not right for anyone
It’s not right at all
I burned it in the dark
I moved into a place
Where I could run away
From everything
Now I see it all
And nothing is clear
I can’t tell you
A thing about me
You stood there
You looked for me
And I for you
We were afraid
I long to know
Just what I’m to do
I can’t go back
Can we move ahead?
I can’t undo
But can I make it right?
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SPETTERS Reading, Pennsylvania
2021-2023
Annie: vocals
Joe: bass vi
Jules: drums
Nick: guitar
Band Photo: @loudscout_
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